Texas Hellion Page 5

  “No.” Now she became the aggressor, it was her nails that dragged down my back in a wordless cry of need. Her knees that came up and caged me in. Her hand reached down between us and fondled the heated steel between my thighs that was harder than ever before. When she rubbed my tip over her wet entrance I thought I would howl at the moon.

  Still I had the presence of mind to pull back, to make sure she was ready for me. This isn’t how I envisioned our first fuck. I wanted to give her more, not this hasty coupling with the day’s events between us. But her feverish movements and the soft fuck me noises she made kind of sealed the deal.

  I tested her with my fingers and the pool of liquid heat was more than enough to convince me. “Fuck baby, you’re so wet.” Even if I’d wanted to go slow, the feel of all that wet heat just waiting for me begged me to fuck and fuck hard. I ran my cockhead over her open slit, using it to stretch her for me. She was tight as fuck around my dick, just the way I like.

  When she shifted her body beneath mine and moaned I thought that was her way of telling me to get on with it, so I slammed into her, sending my cock into her belly. “Oh shit.” I held still in a state of disbelief as a million thoughts ran through my head. Her body shook in a semblance of shock and I knew I’d hurt her.

  The unreality of the barrier that met my cock had me pulling back to look down at her in wonder. “You’re pure?” How the fuck was that possible? I’d seen her body, that siren’s trap that was made for loving. She’d been about to get married for fuck sake. All these things ran through my head in the space of a few seconds until I looked down at her and the damage I’d done. Are you hurting, did I hurt you?” I felt like a green boy as I tried to assess the extent of the shit I’d done.

  “Don’t you dare treat me like I’m wounded.” She has no idea how off she was. “I’m not, just let me take care of you.” My heart was doing all kinds of crazy shit in my chest. I wasn’t prepared for any of this, not for the feelings she’d awakened in me, and definitely not for her innocence.

  How could someone who looked, talked and acted like she did be a virgin? But the evidence was all over my dick. I hadn’t seen that one coming. I pulled out and away, sitting on the side of the bed with my head in my hands. What the fuck had I done? I’d been a beast; her blood was on my dick for fuck sake.

  I had a running argument with myself as I sat there almost afraid to look at her. I finally turned to her and the look of mortification on her face sliced me in two. I reached for her and had to fight her when she stiffened up on me again. No way was I ever letting her go back to being that way with me, not after tasting her fire.

  “Look at me.” She kept her head buried in my chest and I had to be satisfied with just holding her for now. “I’m sorry I almost took you like that, but you deserve better.” I sounded like a dick but it was the best I could do, I was still in a state of ‘what the fuck’ myself. Never in my wildest dreams would I have imagined that she would be untouched. If I thought I felt for her before, nothing compared to what I was feeling now.

  “You don’t have to make excuses Grant, I know why you stopped.” There were tears in her voice and I wondered what the hell was going through her head. “What…?”

  “I don’t want to talk about it, just let me up please.” I looked at her bent head for a minute before giving into her wishes. She hurried to get back into her clothes and I felt like a heel. There was no doubt that she felt I had rejected her, but nothing could be farther from the truth.

  I watched her as she kept her head bent and her face turned away from me. She looked so small, so pitiful that it made my heart clench. As much as I didn’t want to take her innocence like this, I knew that if I didn’t, if I let her leave like this, I’d do more damage than good. I didn’t want her thinking for one second that I didn’t want her, but I guess I’d just have to show her since she was in no mood to listen.

  I knew what I was doing, knew the changes I would have to make in my life if I took her under me now. She started in surprise when my hands went to the zipper of her jeans and pulled down. I didn’t say a word as I lifted her top over her head, being gentler now than before. There was no rush to my movements this time, my mind was clear. “So fucking perfect.”

  I let my hands play over her body, taking in every detail. In the back of my mind was the thought that I had never in a million years imagined us being here, I’d dreamt of it, but never thought it would come to pass. Now that I had her here, I was almost afraid to touch her, she was an innocent. There weren’t enough words to describe what that shit did to me.

  I laid her back on the bed again, never letting my eyes or my hands leave her amazing body. I used soft words of comfort to try to undo the damage that I’d done. I doubt she knew that the words were coming from my heart, that the things I whispered in her ear were things I’d wanted to say to her for a long time.

  “This is all mine.” My hand went between her thighs and cupped her so there was no mistaking my meaning. She must’ve seen the change in my face when I leaned over her about to mount her.

  “Grant…”

  “Shh, let me have you.” I placed soft kisses down her middle in the pale moonlight that filtered through the windows. She was so small it was hard to believe that she could take me. That was a new worry of mine, but not one that would stop me. I wasn’t a small man neither in height nor the length of my dick, and my hand spawned the width of her from hip to hip, so tiny.

  I let my cock rest against her hot thigh, leaking and throbbing in anticipation of what was to come. Taking her hand, I placed it around my meat and was amazed that it barely fit. Her heart picked up speed against my chest and I sought to soothe her. “Don’t be afraid hellcat, I promise not to hurt you.” I hope to fuck I can keep that promise; I’d already seen her blood on my dick.

  I ignored the raging need inside and took my time, making love to her with my lips and tongue. Her skin was soft and sweet as I tried to remember every moment of this first time together. I didn’t rush, didn’t make any fast moves, just let things take their natural course, even though I wanted to climb between her thighs and fuck into her until this lust that was riding me abated.

  When I reached the vee between her thighs I inhaled her scent, taking it deep into myself. “You smell fucking amazing. I can smell your need for me, your heat.” It was true; the scent of her arousal was potent. Here face went up in flames and she tried closing her legs against me, but I persisted and kept them open wide.

  When my tongue touched her for the first time bells went off in my head. “Fuck, I knew you were going to be the end of me.” I lifted her to my mouth before she could question me, sinking my tongue deep. Her pussy was small and tight around my tongue and her legs could barely open wide enough to fit my shoulders. I could already imagine the feel of all that tightness around my dick and it was making me crazy.

  I lifted her legs high in the air and licked into her pussy, damn near growling with each taste of her on my tongue. This was some bullshit to be sure, to be brought to this by a virgin, Mr. Cool and in charge, but fuck if she wasn’t made just for me. There comes a time when you just know when you’ve found the one, and had I not been lusting after her ass for damn near ever, this right here would’ve cinched it.

  I sucked her juices into me letting my tongue fuck her the way I imagined my cock doing. Her fingers came down and grabbed hold of my hair, pulling hard enough to sting, but that didn’t stop me. I was like a man possessed, I couldn’t get enough of her taste or the feeling of having her bent under me, at my will.

  When her legs started to shake uncontrollably I let them drop to my shoulders so I could tongue fuck her to completion. When she screamed and came all over my face I lapped up her essence, digging deep with my tongue, searching for more.

  Sucking her juices into my lungs only made my dick thump harder against the bed and I left her pussy long enough to climb up her body until my raging hard on bobbed over her lips. “Have you ever done this before?”
The idea that she’d ever been like this with that boy or anyone else had me grabbing a fistful of her hair forcefully.

  “Ouch you’re hurting me.” I looked down at her fiery eyes and heaving breasts, she made quite the picture, but I needed to know.

  “Answer me.” She looked up at me and shook her head shyly. The band in my chest loosened and I led her mouth to my cock. “I’ll teach you.” And that’s just what I proceeded to do.

  She was a fast learner, which was no surprise, but I still took it easy as I fucked her face nice and slow, leaking all over her tongue. “Try taking me into your throat now.” I eased into her throat until she gagged then pulled back before going back in. I kept that up until her cheeks relaxed and she was able to take me easier. My tight fist in her hair didn’t ease though as I used that to hold her in place while I looked down at the sight that I’d never thought to see.

  Her cheeks were stretched beyond recognition, but she appeared not to notice the pain, as she seemed to enjoy having me in her mouth. I eased up on my strokes into her mouth finally and let my dick rest on her tongue as it leaked copious amounts of pre-cum. There was more than enough to ease my way into her tight virgin pussy without doing too much damage this time.

  “Enough.” I used my hand under her chin to lift her mouth off of me, and was on her before she had time to take a breath. I covered her mouth with mine, driving my tongue with her taste deep inside. She was hungry and wild as she chased my tongue with hers, the little mewling sounds she made telling me that she was close to fever pitch.

  I tested her with my fingers, and though she was still wet from my tonguing, I wanted her wetter. I wanted her too far gone to feel anything but me when I entered her untried body for the first time. I fingered her until she clenched around the fingers I used to stretch her and swallowed her cries in my mouth.

  I tried to hold back, to take things slow. To give her all the gentleness she deserved, but she had other ideas. She pulled me over on top of her, her legs widening to accept me. “Shh, calm down baby.” My little hellion was in heat no doubt about it, and she had no idea what to do with herself. She used her nails and her teeth on me to get me to do her bidding, but if I took her now like this, I knew I would hurt her.

  “Hey, look at me sweetheart.” I held her head in one hand, keeping her eyes on mine while guiding my cock into her with the other. As soon as my rod touched the wet heat between her thighs I was no longer in control. I gritted my teeth to try to rein myself back in but it was no use.

  The thought of her virgin pussy sucking me in was too much and like a rutting bull, I plunged in. Her scream was like a bucket of cold water and I pulled out for the second time, afraid that I might’ve hurt her in my need. “Oh shit!” Not the most romantic statement, but I couldn’t hold back the expletive when I saw the blood covering my cock for the second time. How the fuck much was she going to bleed? It was almost like I was killing her or some shit.

  “Stay there.” At least she wasn’t rolling around the bed in pain as I left for the bathroom. I found a washcloth to clean us both up and cleaned the blood from between her thighs and off my cock. “I should’ve told you; I have this condition, I can’t remember what the doctor called it-it was so long ago. But my hymen is extremely strong, it can’t…”

  “Shh it’s okay now, are you in any pain, do you want to stop?” If she said yes I’d have no choice but to stop, but fuck it was going to be hard. Later I’ll look back on this and laugh. Of course my hellcat would put my ass through this. She must have the toughest fucking hymen in creation. When she shook her head no and tried to hide her face in my chest I took a deep breath and said a silent prayer that I get this shit right this time.

  I used my lips and fingers to build her back to fever pitch again, playing her body like a song. With every touch she bore herself deeper under my skin. Every sigh she breathed into my mouth wrapped her tighter around my heart and I knew I was in trouble. But when she reached for me, her hands roaming my body I had to stop her. Unless I planned on fucking too hard again and risk damaging her more than I already had, I couldn’t let her put her hands on me, it was too much.

  “Shh, let me.” I couldn’t tell her that her innocence had a profound affect on me, that the thought of being the first, the only one to have her was almost too much for me to bear. So instead I showed her through touch and soft whispers.

  I got her settled enough to take back the lead. I had no real notion of how to treat a virgin. The truth is, every time I’ve ever imagined taking her, hard and rough was always the way. She just brings that out in me for some reason, the need to dominate her until she bowed to my will.

  It was finally really hitting home that she was all mine; that no one else has ever had her, and if I have my way no one else ever will again. I’ll have to take that out and examine it later, right now I wanted in her. I had the need to own every part of her before the night was done. Five years of lust and need were culminating here in this bed. I didn’t think of the consequences, or the fucked up situation we were both in. None of it mattered; no one else mattered.

  “Look at me Camille.” Her eyes opened on mine, dreamy and soft. “I’m taking you. Do you understand what I’m saying?” She nodded her head but I wasn’t sure she got it; I’ll make sure she did, later. Right now my cock was leaking all over her thigh and my balls were about to explode. It was time to show her some tenderness. I’d already torn her maidenhead like a madman, now I would give her gentle.

  I started at her neck, that long, unblemished flesh that just begged to be marked by me. I licked the spot first, right above her pulse, before taking my teeth to her. Her body clenched beneath the weight of mine when I sucked her flesh between my teeth and I pressed my cock harder into her pubis mound. She opened wider, rubbing herself against me in heat as I made my way down her chest.

  Instead of devouring her nipple the way I wanted, I took my time and nibbled on the flesh of her cleavage until she squirmed beneath me, her hands going to my hair, holding me in place. Her plump raspberry colored nipples beckoned and I took one between my lips, sucking it against the roof of my mouth as she ground herself up against me in heat.

  I made sure to keep just the swollen head of my cock on her clit, keeping her primed for when I finally took her. The way she grabbed at me when I bit her nipple told me that she was more than ready. This time when I slid into her I made sure to go slow. There was no tearing, no screams of discomfort, just soft flesh giving way under hard.

  I was in her finally, my cock butting against the tight ring of her cervix, but I didn’t go in, it was too soon for that. It was too soon for a lot of the things I wanted to do to her. For now I just loved her, pouring all the things I couldn’t say out loud into actions. She stayed with me all the way, her body moving with mine, her sighs and moans letting me know that she was enjoying this.

  When I felt her tighten around me and her liquid heat scorched the skin of my cock, I felt like I’d accomplished something amazing. And when my balls tightened and shrunk back against my body, I didn’t think twice about emptying my seed inside her, not the way I’ve always been careful not to all my life with any other.

  When we were both back to normal and I could breathe again, the enormity of what we’d just shared hit me. I grabbed her up from the mattress and held her close against my heart. I didn’t need to say anything, she knew what was going on knew that something had changed, had shifted between us, and things would never be the same again.

  Chapter 5

  GRANT

  Well fuck, what now? I moved around my house like a blind man.

  Her daddy finally came and got her after I’d cleaned her up, but even with her gone the feelings were still there. How could I have been so stupid so careless with her? I shouldn’t have taken her now when she was so vulnerable. Now that the smoke had cleared I saw all the reasons why I shouldn’t have taken her. I tried reminding myself of all the reasons the two of us were a bad idea, but somehow tonight, with
the taste of her still fresh on my tongue and burnt into memory, I wasn’t having much luck.

  I’d taken her virginity. That was the one fact that kept going through my head over and over again. But was I what was right for her? I know it was a fucked up way to think after I’d already taken her innocence and I felt like a bastard for even going there, but was any of this what she needed?

  It wasn’t only because of my respect for her dad; it’s just…too many things. For one she would never be able to keep up with me. I like my women a little on the raw side. She was right; I do have a reputation for going after women of a certain caliber. Women I knew would be able to handle my brand of love ‘em and leave ‘em style. But the irony of it was, she had no idea that she was the cause of that. That I would much rather spend all my nights buried inside one copper haired hellion.

  I’ve fucked my way through half the county trying to exorcise her from my mind. I’m not proud of it, but what else was I supposed to do? I know what she thinks of me, what most of the town probably thinks, but the only peace I’d had since moving here was the time she’d been away at college. If anyone else noticed that those were the only years my dating life had been quiet, no one was saying.

  I’d made up my mind a long time ago after the first time she’d zapped me, that I would never get married; it wouldn’t be fair. My heart was already tangled up with that one for all that nothing would ever come of it. I was doomed to a life of second best and I knew it, knew that as long as I lived there would never be another woman who would make me feel the way she did. I’d been hanging on by a thread the last few weeks, but I was afraid tonight I’d crossed a line that I couldn’t come back from.