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  “I’m not sure that I like you very much hotshot, now stay out of my way and let me do my job.” I held my hands up in surrender and grinned. The good doctor might not be sure if she liked me but her body was sending off signals like a beacon at a lighthouse. She sniffed at me and glared, then she’d turned to little Amy and as fired up as she’d been with me, she was now just as gentle with the little girl.

  She spoke to the little girl as if they were old her friends and I was pleasantly surprised by the way she had her at ease in no time.

  When little Amy had held out her arms for me and refused to let go I guess Lily had finally accepted the fact that maybe I wasn’t the culprit who’d messed the kid over; though she’d still tried to keep her body between us.

  “This wasn’t my doing little one and shame on you for jumping to conclusions.” She’d pinked up at my slight admonishment and bent her head to the job of mending Amy’s broken arm.

  I’d put my first rush of interest aside then for the sake of the child. My mind once again turned to the horror that she’d just endured at the hands of someone who was supposed to care for and cherish her. I held onto her while the obviously competent doc had taken care of all her other scrapes and bruises, which also included a split lip and some minor bruises that covered the better part of her little body.

  The dad was in much worse shape now though thanks to me, one of the perks of no longer being a cop. I get to kick the shit out of any asshole the law seeks to protect while they trample all over other people’s rights. I no longer had to toe the line for fear of reprisals. The assholes I tangled with these days because of the shit they were into, had no other recourse after I, or one of my guys had laid their ass out, which was becoming a regular occurrence.

  It’s shameful to admit but it’s true, I get a shitload of pleasure out of putting my foot up some asshole’s ass, and when I wasn’t there to do it one of my guys picked up the slack. I’d seen enough shit on and off of the force to last me a lifetime, and the one thing I knew was that bullies never stood up to anyone bigger or stronger than them. With the manpower we had, we were bigger and meaner than a whole lot of people out there. The difference is that we choose to use our strength to protect those who are weaker.

  Chapter 4

  Now with her assurance that she was going to be okay, and one last kiss and feel I headed out the door. I know my visage had changed before I even hopped on my bike. Gone was the easy go lucky husband to be and in his place was a man of steel. This is how it is in my life these days; I’ve got too much to protect, too much to lose to let myself be anything but hard. The world has shown itself to be a danger to the innocent, a fucking death trap to the sweet and unassuming. I may not be able to save them all, but I’m gonna do all I can for the ones I can save.

  I hadn’t just gained the reputation as a hard ass, though I didn’t necessarily see myself that way. I’ve always been told that I was one mean son of a bitch. That had served me well in the interrogation room, now it serves its purpose in other venues. My ex wife can bear testament to that shit too I guess, or so she likes to claim. I know Lily steers clear of that shit, because from day one, day one being the first time I took her out to dinner, I’d lain down the law.

  After we’d met in the hospital I’d shown up at her job the next day and hadn’t taken no for an answer. I wouldn’t say I’d worn her down as much as I’d taken her over. Our first date was at my first bar, thinking back now, that hadn’t been the best idea. I knew my guys liked hanging out in my place and I also knew they were a nosy bunch of fucks who never quit.

  After the ribbing and the catcalls along with some almost tame suggestions I’d sequestered her in a back booth out of sight. I had made up my mind already where I wanted this thing to go so I just laid it all out for her then and there.

  “You want something to drink?”

  “I’m on call tomorrow so maybe just one glass of white.” If I didn’t know she was a doctor I might’ve asked her little ass for some ID, she was that small. The server came over and took our drink orders while I checked out the doc. She was put together really well out from under that smock she’d been wearing the night before.

  Her tits were ripe and full under the stretchy top she wore. Her neat waist tapered off to slightly rounded hips, not too wide but not nonexistent either, in soft jeans that molded her ass just right. No wonder my guys had lost their damn minds. I’ll have to talk to them about that shit later. I couldn’t go too hard though because they weren’t accustomed to seeing me with a chick. Then again that should tell them something, that maybe she was special if I was bringing her to my place.

  “How old did you say you were again?”

  “I didn’t say.” She was cheeky as fuck that’s for sure. She played with the stem of her glass as she teased me from across the table. “You do know it’s rude to ask a woman her age right?”

  “Well since I plan for the two of us to be together for a long time I think I have the right to know.”

  “Are you always this forward with people you’ve only just met?”

  “Is there any other way to be? Look I’m pretty sure by now you have a pretty good idea who I am and what I’m about. I don’t have time to fuck around and I especially don’t have time to dick around with my personal life. I saw you, I want you, I’m keeping you and before you ask, no you don’t have any say in the matter.”

  That had pretty much been the gist of our coming together. After that night it had taken me another month give or take to move her into my place and we hadn’t even fucked yet. I have a kid to protect for the rest of her life, so for me, any woman I bring into my home has to fit a certain criteria. She has to be at least better than my ex in the mothering stakes for one thing. I wasn’t about to take any chances with my lil bit, no way no how. I’ve fucked plenty, because let’s face it, every red blooded male needs that outlet, but from the get, I knew she was going to be different.

  It wasn’t easy jumping back on that horse, I mean it hadn’t been that long since the divorce and I hadn’t exactly been looking for anything long term. Some of my guys’ bad habits had been rubbing off on me and easy pussy was high on the menu.

  For some reason women were attracted to the whole biker deal and they expected us to live up to our reputations. For that reason, before Lily and after Deanna my sex life had changed drastically. I have to say my life with Deanna had been pretty vanilla, not that I’m complaining, it was good for what it was. But now I had more threesomes than a man knew what to do with.

  Not gonna lie, I was into that shit; why? Because my emotions were never involved, so it didn’t matter to me if I nailed one or three at a time. Plus the shit I was dealing with left me wound the fuck up and sex is the best decompression I know of, and it seemed there was always a steady stream of pussy coming in and out of the clubhouse.

  Now with Lily on my dick, I had to put all that shit aside. I wasn’t the type to run around on my old lady, not if she was the one. I expected loyalty and fidelity from her and I wasn’t willing to give any less. She kinda had a hard time with my past, with the women I’d fucked and the fact that some of them were still hanging around.

  The hangers on knew the deal, I couldn’t exactly get rid of them; they were part of the scene after all. But they knew to respect my woman and my space. It only took one time for me telling them to back the fuck off and it was done. I guess Lily felt a little sore in the beginning because I’d refused to fuck her until after I’d done what I needed to do to make sure she was a safe bet.

  I didn’t try explaining myself to her and maybe that added to her displeasure, but the reality was I wanted in her in the worst way, but I also wanted something more. If she’d turned out to be unsuitable I would’ve taken her to the clubhouse and done her there for however long it would’ve taken for me to get her out of my system.

  But feeling the way I did about her I didn’t want to disrespect her in that way. That’s why the long wait before I brought her under
me. And boy was it worth the wait, she might be a little bit of a thing but when it came to fucking she held her own. Fucking with me she needed to.

  These days lovemaking for me is what other people call foreplay. That shit’s cool for the first half an hour or so, but I like to fuck; hair pulling, nipple clamping, balls deep sex. Any female messing with me had better be down with that shit or she’s in for a world of hurt. Lily had stood the test.

  Chapter 5

  It was on her first night in my house that I’d taken her. By then the build-up was enough to blow the roof off and we were both ready to climb the walls. All I’d done so far was eat her pussy on a regular basis and taught her how to suck me off the way I liked, but that was more to introduce her to my size than anything else. Now that I had her where I wanted her it was time to get down to some serious business.

  We’d both done the testing thing, because like I said, I wasn’t about to risk my daughter’s future and not having me around was a sure fired way to fuck that shit up. She was on the pill which was good, because I was tired of rubber, but there was no way in hell I was ever gonna dip my cock in one of the hangers on without one. Now that I had a steady in my life I could go back to riding bareback.

  That night she’d been shy, nothing at all like the mouthy broad I’d come to know in the last few weeks. I set about trying to put her at ease right off the bat. “Why so jumpy?” I’d put her bags away in my closet for now and led her back out to the living room. I didn’t want to just jump her as soon as she walked through the door though my dick was about ready to revolt. He wasn’t accustomed to going without for so long, not since I got my first taste of pussy at fourteen anyway.

  “How about a glass of wine? You said you were off tomorrow right.” She nodded her head and followed me with her eyes as I walked over to the mini bar to get her a glass of wine and me a beer. Sitting next to her I laid my arm along the back of the couch and relaxed watching her out of the corner of my eye.

  Maybe it was the newness of the situation that was making her so jumpy. Before tonight there had been no pressure, she knew I wasn’t going to try to fuck because I hadn’t made any moves, but now being here in my home and obviously about to share my bed, she knew the jig was up.

  “Babe you’ve seen my dick before, in fact you’ve had it in your mouth so you know it’s no different from any other. Maybe it’s a little longer than most but it’s not a mutation or some shit so chill.” I was trying to ease the situation but my little spiel only seemed to make matters worst, because she looked down at the bulge in my jeans and I swear she started to hyperventilate.

  Before she could freak the fuck out I took the glass away from her and pulled her into my lap facing me. “Hey, it’s okay. We don’t have to do anything you don’t want to.” Like fuck, but I had to put the girl at ease or at least try. As small as she was there was no doubt that the pussy was going to be tight to begin with. Having her all tense might give my dick more trouble than was necessary so the best course of action was to get her to relax a little.

  “It’s not that, it’s just…” She broke off and buried her face in my neck and I decided not to push her for answers. Might as well show rather than tell. I put my beer on the side table and started by slowly running my hands up and down her back. I started on the outside of her shirt since she was being so skittish.

  When I felt the tension ease a bit I nipped her neck with my teeth, before working my mouth around to hers and sticking my tongue down her throat. She was wearing a flirty little skirt that left her thighs bare so it was no problem for me to ease my hands up and under until I reached her panties. Working my hand around I found her clit with my thumb and stroked.

  When I was sure her mind was off of whatever the fuck was making her jumpy I upped the game. Slipping my finger under the elastic leg of her panties I went after her heat, pushing first one then two fingers inside. She cooed and bucked against my hand. So far so good, we’d been here before so there was no fear. I took my time, no rushed movements and by doing this, her anxiety eased more.

  “Take these off.” I helped her lift her ass so I could pull her silk panties down but they got caught around her hips. Since I didn’t want her to move from her position spread over my thighs I tore the shit in two and threw it aside. Now there was nothing between me, and her pussy.

  “Take me out baby.” She fought with my zipper and shoved her hand down the front of my jeans where my cock was already leaking. “Umm, play with him.” Her little thumb ran back and forth over the tip of my cock while I fingered her to climax.

  Pulling my fingers out of her I sucked them dry before throwing her to her back on the couch. A look at her eyes told me she still wasn’t ready for the bedroom, I still had a lot of work to do to get her there. I barely took the time to push the skirt up around her middle before lifting her to my mouth like an offering.

  I teased around her opening with my tongue first, all my attention concentrated on her love button. I lifted my head long enough to order her to remove her top and bra. “Play with your tits while I eat you babe.” I spent a good fifteen minutes eating her out and bringing her off on my tongue before standing and lifting her into my arms.

  Chapter 6

  With my jeans unbuttoned and my cock peeping out through the top I carried her half naked form into our room and placed her in the middle of the bed. She wrestled my pants the rest of the way down and off before swallowing half of my length. “Shit babe take it easy.” She was heated up from having her pussy eaten for so long and now it seemed all her inhibitions were gone. Thank fuck.

  I combed my fingers through her hair as she sucked my cock hard. She was a sight with her skirt up around her middle, legs spread as she laid back and let me fuck her mouth. “I don’t want to cum in your mouth babe. I want this shot to go deep. You ready?” she nodded her head yes but I saw the hint of fear return to her eyes.

  “Don’t worry baby I’ll go slow, you don’t have to take my whole length this first time okay.” She nodded and held put her arms for me. After pulling the skirt all the way off of her I dropped between her thighs and lifted her ass. We both watched as my cock sought entrance into her. It took a few tries since I wasn’t using my hands but eventually my boy hit the mark.

  “You with me?” Her breathing was choppy and she was biting the fuck out of her lip. I stopped all movement and looked down at her. “Babe I’m not going to hurt you just relax for me okay.” I held still while taking her lips once again, using soothing motions of my hands to calm her.

  When I felt her give a little I eased a little more of my cock into her. She was a tight fit just as I’d expected, but it was only as I pulled back and thrust forward harder that I understood her hesitance. I had my eyes on the place where we were connected so I saw the blood that surrounded my meat before my mind registered what the barrier inside her meant. “What the fuck?” I stopped my forward stroke and looked down at her in shock.

  “I thought you said you were twenty seven years old?” Her answer was a shrug and a twist of her hips. “Don’t stop now, I was just getting into it.” She pulled my mouth down to hers, I guess to put an end to the questions. It didn’t take me long to shelve them for later and get back to the business at hand though my mind was working overtime.

  I remember feeling like my heart would bust wide open from all the shit that was going on inside. Things were obviously changed now with this new development. Though I’d pretty much made up my mind about us already, this sealed the deal completely. In my thirty-five years I’d never had a virgin, never expected at this late date to find one. There was no way in hell I was ever letting her go.

  I had to change up then and there in the middle of my strokes. There was no way I could feed her all of me this first time without doing some kind of damage. No wonder she was scared, she’d had my length in her mouth and hands, she had to know with her small stature that there might be a problem getting all of me in there.

  I used my hand to hold the
last three and a half inches outside of her. She had a hard time taking eight inches but she held on while I sweated it out over her, trying my best not to pound into her the way I wanted to. I had to keep her body primed and since I fucking hate artificial lubrication I had to use my hands and mouth.

  Every time she ran into trouble and her body seized up, I pulled out and tongue fucked her until she was nice and wet again. I used my fingers to widen her and kept her in a high state of arousal before easing my cock back into her. We were finally able to get into a groove when I was sure I wasn’t hurting her and her sighs and moans told me she was enjoying herself.

  It wasn’t the most comfortable thing in the world fucking with my hand between us and I decided then and there to get a cock ring. That ought to do the job until I had coached her body to take all of me.

  I took her three times that night and could’ve gone for more, but I knew I would do more damage than good if I kept after her.

  That night was the beginning of our life together. It was sometimes good, sometimes trying but it was us.

  We came from two different worlds, she was a classy Vanderbilt grad with a family of wealth behind her, I was an ex cop turned MC leader. Let’s just say her folks were not amused. There was talk of disowning her in the beginning, which I couldn’t really do anything about. Their money was theirs to do whatever the fuck they wanted.

  What I did do was call a meet with her father and the one brother who was being a hard ass. I had one thing and one thing only to say to them that day and that was that if anything they did brought her pain I would seriously fuck their shit up. Needless to say the threats had stopped after that, and though there hadn’t been a rush to acceptance, things had evened out eventually.